I Will Gamble Again

Is this relationship with Miel for real? I don’t want to sound so religious but I feel that he’s the ONE God intends me to be with for the rest of my life. Everything seems so good when I’m with him. I hope it’s not another infatuation. I hope this one will last for a lifetime.

I couldn’t help but compare this relationship with my previous one. Miel loves to pamper me like a princess. This is one thing that PV never did to me. With PV, I didn’t experience being taken cared of. It was always me taking care of myself and the relationship.

There came a time when I was so afraid to love again for fear of getting hurt once more. My previous relationship left me so broken; it was pretty hard for me to trust someone again.

I don’t know why I fell in love with Miel. I don’t know why suddenly, I am not afraid to gamble again.